How has your participation changed since your earliest fandom experiences? How do those changes make you feel?
It has dropped significantly. In some ways I'm a bit sad about it, and wish I had more time to devote to H/D, but I do still read it. I just see it as needing to prioritise the fandom experiences that are most important to you, and for me, the best way to engage with H/D fandom is to have it as a comforting blanket to pull over myself when I settle down with a delightful longfic, when I need a break from other fandoms, or I'm feeling nostalgic, or I'm just struck with the whim.